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Hail Apathy

by Burning At Both Ends

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    High quality 4 panel digipack with 8 page booklet, printed CD and 10 brand new Burning At Both Ends tracks.

    Artwork by Martyn Brown.

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    'Hail Apathy' artwork screen printed on Gildan heavy cotton t-shirts. Every order comes with a free download of new single 'F.A.D. Island'.

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1.
Cannonball 03:55
You came cannon-balling down from the sky
With a heart full of gold and a look in your eye Where have you come from? Where have you come from? Couldn’t help but notice all the pain on your face And the way that you were staggering all over the place Where are you going to? When you’re flying way up high And a bad thought never passes by You’re blinded by the sun but you can’t see Even if you’re drifting low And think that you know where to go The best can fall but you cannot believe… That your world… can all come crashing down And you lose… everything you’d found You came cannon-balling down from above With a heart full of gold and looking for love Where have you come from? Where have you come from? Couldn’t help but notice all the pain when you spoke About the day when all your dreams had disappeared into smoke. Where are you going to? When you’re flying way up high And a bad thought never passes by You’re blinded by the sun but you can’t see Even if you’re drifting low And think that you know where to go The best can fall but you cannot believe… Your world… can all come crashing down And you lose… everything you’d found Everything you’ve found
2.
Take It Back 02:57
(Take it back take it back) I’m offended by the things that you say and the things that you always do (Take it back take it back) I’m offended by your friends and the things that they say to encourage you (Go away go away) I don’t want to see your face or the way that you prey on the emotional (Get a life get a life) I don’t think you’re very nice and I think that you’re very unapproachable Don’t waste your time on people whining One day you’ll find that silver lining (Take it back take it back) Can’t you see you’re starting wars with the bores who take everything too personally? (Take it back take it back) You are starting up a fight though you’re right and you make your point so perfectly (Go away go away) This will carry on for days if you stay and they’ll find a way to twist it round (Get a life get a life) You are now under the knife pay the price they are here to kick you to the ground! Don’t waste your time on people whining One day you’ll find that silver lining
3.
Just breathe it in, don’t let it out That’s how the whole thing started (That’s how the whole thing started) Just take your time, don’t speak the truth You’ll end up broken hearted (That’s how the whole thing started) Just seal your lips or else you’ll drift To territories uncharted (That’s how the whole thing started) Oh yeeeeaah! I know what it is that you wanted them to say I know what you want and that’s to take the pain away I know what you are but need to save it for another day Save it for another day… save it for another day Save it for another day… save it for another day Just speak the truth, the time is now Or what’s the use in trying (Or what’s the use in trying) Just play the game, you’ve waited long enough There’s no use lying (Or what’s the use in trying) Just take the plunge, go for the kill You know that time is flying (Or what’s the use in trying) Oh yeeeeaah! I know what it is that you wanted them to say I know what you want and that’s to take the pain away I know what you are but need to save it for another day Save it for another day… Save it for another day… save it for another day Save it for another day… save it for another day There will be another day I know what it is that you wanted them to say… I know what it is that you wanted them to say I know what you want and that’s to take the pain away I know what you are but need to save it for another day… Another day… Another day… Save it for another day… (save it for another day) Save it for another day… (save it for another day) Save it for another day… (save it for another day)
4.
Did you see that great show last night? He said some stuff and then she cried… oh no… And everyone was happy then everyone was sad And everything was beautiful then suddenly turned bad And then you posted what just happened during all the ads And i’m sick to death of hearing all about this shit TV It’s hard to live inside reality Cause they live their lives through other people who don’t mean a thing Another dickhead with a pointless diamond ring Have you tried this new diet plan? This protein shake makes me a man And everyone was taking a selfie on a stick And everyone was commenting “your ass is looking thick” And then you took your shirt off because you’re a stupid dick And i’m sick to death of seeing all these photos at the gym And still you’d never pick me over him Cause they live their lives upon a treadmill or a weight machine Another dickhead with a tiny… self-esteem.
5.
The daily grind is killing me and I don’t know what I can do when I get home This life is not fulfilling me and I don’t know what else to do when i’m alone I cannot comprehend the time that I will spend doing things that I should not I need to stop and see time creeping up on me because I know it’s not a lot I can’t wait for the day to come to an end But it gets late I’ve thrown away time that I could spend... Doing all the things I ever wanted to… but all that’s not enough Doing everything to try and get me through… when times are getting rough Everything just gets to me and I don’t know what I can do to stop my head Everything’s affecting me and I don’t know each day if i’ll get out of bed Say we understand, but on the other hand everything is pretty clear Say our life’s messed up, but all that shit’s dressed up We are all controlled by fear I can’t wait for the day to come to an end But it gets late I’ve thrown away time that I could spend... Doing all the things I ever wanted to… but all that’s not enough Doing everything to try and get me through… when times are getting rough
6.
On your way to your daily meal in your new set of wheels and your new high heels Before the long night ends gotta make sure that you send all the photos to your friends You’re looking for a worthy king but money isn’t everything cause there is more than meets the eye… We don’t care for your á la carte We would rather you were smart No need to show your private parts Stop showing money, show some heart Cause look at all your fancy toys Forever chasing all these men… but only ever catching boys Please tell me is it sometimes hard being given Daddy’s card in your seven acre yard? It’s not that we’re jealous of your life it’s that you’re not nice you will make a great housewife You’re looking for a worthy king but money isn’t everything cause there is more than meets the eye… We don’t care for your á la carte We would rather you were smart No need to show your private parts Stop showing money, show some heart Cause look at all your fancy toys. Forever chasing all these men… but only ever catching boys.
7.
I never wanted this. A place within your books. A place to take the piss and bring me funny looks. Around the corner there’ll be more to counteract the sly. Their jaws will hit the floor it’s time to say… goodbye. I don’t know anything but I know that i’m onto better things. You can’t control me or else i’ll turn back into the old me. So goodbye (goodbye). Goodbye my friend. Goodbye. I guess i’ll see you in hell. Tear out all the pages that don’t apply to you. Though they’ve been there for ages, it is clearly so untrue. Rewrite all the stories depicting you as wrong. Taking all the glory will only last so long. I don’t know anything but I know that i’m onto better things. You can’t control me or else i’ll turn back into the old me. So goodbye (goodbye). Goodbye my friend. Goodbye. I guess i’ll see you in hell. What has anybody done to deserve this? What has anybody done to deserve this? I don’t know anything but I know that i’m onto better things. You can’t control me or else i’ll turn back into the old me. So goodbye (goodbye). Goodbye my friend. Goodbye. I guess i’ll see you in hell. To better things. Onto better things. To better things. To better things. Onto better things. Whoooaaah.
8.
Last Time 05:11
All the things you've done won't melt away A guilty conscience lives another god damn day And every time you say goodbye will be a lie and then you'll stay. It's happened once and it happened twice And you are walking on piece of cold thin ice And every time you think we're done, you are the one to pay the price. You were someone who I thought about But you were someone where i’d always get caught out And every time you left my my mind, I would then find you scream and shout I want it to be at the very end I want it to be where we don’t always pretend And every time I think i’m there, it’s just not fair… I lose a friend (I lose a friend) It will happen once again But this time you will meet your end And watch out for the storm I bring And I don’t care if you want to go But it would help if you never know That I thought you were everything Another chance to show that you can care And when it’s here you lose the nerve and you don’t dare And every time the chance goes by, you didn't try, so now where? I want it to be at the very end I want it to be where we don’t always pretend And every time I think i’m there, it’s just not fair… I lose a friend (I lose a friend) It will happen once again But this time you will meet your end And watch out for the storm I bring And I don’t care if you want to go But it would help if you never know That I thought you were everything Don’t go I want you stay But all is lost I need to live my life again some day Don’t go I want you to stay And i’ll be here whilst you are living life a different way It will happen once again But this time you will meet your end And watch out for the storm I bring And I don’t care if you want to go But it would help if you never know That I thought you were everything This is the last time Whoah This the last time Whoah This is the last time
9.
Shut It Down 03:57
Waste time. I take the long route home. Don’t want to be that person all alone. Lie to myself. It’s getting pretty late. It’s time to hit the hay at half past eight. I’m done. I’m feeling pretty pissed at social media telling me what I have missed. I don’t care what I see being put in front of me but yet i’m glued and just like you… I lose my sanity. It’s time to shut it down. It’s time to turn it around i’m hanging upside down and I am inside out. For I don’t see straight and now it’s much too late so I am logging out. I’m closing the lid on these words that do not mean a thing to me. I’m trying to get rid of these images that I do not need to see. I’m logging out. We say new year and new me. I’m gonna get in shape and eat so healthily. Days pass. You see me sitting there. A tub of ice cream and a vacant stare. I’m lost inside the TV screen. I’m shooting bad guys, haven’t moved for days, don’t know what’s been… happening in reality, i’m so caught up in what I see in front of me… trying to escape this world. It’s time to shut it down. It’s time to turn it around i’m hanging upside down and I am inside out. For I don’t see straight and now it’s much too late so I am logging out. I’m closing the lid on these words that do not mean a thing to me. I’m trying to get rid of these images that I do not need to see. I’m logging out.
10.
Shout out to the ones that stick it out until the end. When you feel so far away where can you begin? You don’t feel like a king anymore. Blue skies turn to grey when you’re on the outside looking in and the birds no longer sing like before. I’ve got this feeling in my chest it tears me up inside. My head’s in pieces, i’m a mess so put my dignity aside. And every time you want to ask me what is in my mind. I down my head put on my mask and I leave these thoughts behind. When it feels like only you exist upon this earth. You feeling all alone forever more. Bad thoughts coming through. You’re questioning your worth. You don’t deserve your throne anymore. I’ve got this feeling in my chest it tears me up inside. My head’s in pieces, i’m a mess so put my dignity aside. And every time you want to ask me what is in my mind. I down my head put on my mask and leave these thoughts behind. Leave these thoughts behind.

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released October 19, 2018

Peter Mitchell - Vocals/Guitar/Lyrics; Martyn Brown - Vocals/Guitar; Adam Dawe - Vocals/Bass; Andy Nicholson - Vocals/Drums.

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Guernsey based noise makers. Est. 2015. New album 'Self Made Paradise' out 8th January 2021!

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