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Self Made Paradise

by Burning At Both Ends

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1.
Can’t settle down Or find my feet It doesn’t matter what I find or who I meet I’d roam this world In search of you But I’m reminded where I am On our horizon Just out to sea Exotic islands, give me 10 that’s where I’ll be The windows down Wind in my hair I know just where I am We’ll have bad days And good ones too But despite my inconsistency... I’ll see Just what I’ve lost And what I’ve already got And know that I’m on top If you break the rules We won’t play the fools We’ve got a self made paradise, paradise I am making no exceptions for you now And though you feel betrayed It’s your own bed you’ve made Inside your self made paradise, paradise I am making no exceptions for you now And when we feel that burning sun We’ll know that it’s our time, we’ve already begun We’ll have bad days And good ones too But despite my inconsistency... I’ll see Just what I’ve lost And what I’ve already got And know that I’m on top If you break the rules We won’t play the fools We’ve got a self made paradise, paradise I am making no exceptions for you now And though you feel betrayed It’s your own bed you’ve made Inside your self made paradise, paradise I am making no exceptions for you now
2.
How did I get here? How did we end up in this race? But though I’m in hell, there’s something from heaven in this place She brings me back - when she walks by Resuscitation and all she does is catch my eye, so (Save my soul) Give me the strength again (Keep me whole) So I can live again (I’m so cold) And you can warm me up and Give me new life (Take me in) Into your arms again (Feel your skin) Upon my own again (Life begins) Right here so Give me new life I thought she was joking a funny old game that we would play, But shit got serious when you sat by me that day You bring me back - when you walk by Resuscitation and all you do is catch my eye And you know it’s the worst fucking day of my life But it could be the best for me too. And it might be the sheer lack of sleep that I’ve had but I swear that i’ve fallen for you
3.
Please don’t take this in the wrong way But I am tired of your shit now every single day And I am glad that you have gone and changed ‘Cause now I’m finally breathing in oxygen again I felt paralysed, now open up my eyes and see the damage done from all the self inflicting lies So please don’t take this in the wrong way But you look better from behind You got the best from me And I got the worst from you Cause now I find that I was blind to all the one way traffic You took it all from me And I gave it all to you And now you see that I am free of all the one way traffic Please don’t view this in the wrong light But I am happy that I sleep alone now every night And I am glad that you are out of sight Cause now I’m finallyy saying that I will be alright And though it’s for the best, I am a fucking mess, it’s hard to know no matter what you are so powerless So please don’t view this in the wrong light But you look better from behind And I’m not going back You got the best from me And I got the worst from you Cause now I find that I was blind to all the one way traffic You took it all from me And I gave it all to you And now you see that I am free of all the one way traffic
4.
I know you’ve seen all this before And I know that you will see it more I will take you down to the other side and You will take me up for another ride And leave me there To breathe the air I know you can’t live on this way And I know you that you could never stay I will take you down to the other side and You will take me up for another ride And leave me there To breathe the air
5.
I feel it stuck in my chest (it’s in the airways) I see you looking your best (upon the stairway) Invite me to your abode (and as you walk by) My heart is gonna explode, cause I can tell just what you want from your eyes And it might be fast, but this might last in the memories of yesterday then hopes and dreams will fade-away and I had hit the ground, but now I’m found, with the feelings that I’ve always shown inside a place that I can call my own You never know what might change (it’s in the blood now) The world might think that you’re strange (lost in the flood now) But they don’t know that your peace (fell from the night sky) And they don’t know your release, is when you tell just what they want from their eyes And it might be fast, but this might last in the memories of yesterday then hopes and dreams will fade-away and I had hit the ground, but now I’m found, with the feelings that I’ve always shown inside a place that I can call my own
6.
Easier 04:06
It’s fine to hide that second skin As long as I don’t let you in Cause I’ve been here before And I know it won’t be long until you’re at my door And understand that i’ve seen things below That even you will never know Cause I’ve been here before And this trap won’t be fell for I won’t look for you And when you’re through All you can do is make it easier So please don’t look for me Don’t try to see All this will be so much easier My patience now is running dry And it seems I am getting by Without repeated stress And I know it won’t be long until I’m at my best And understand that I have changed my ways I’m past those weak and feeble days Without repeated stress And without your god damn mess If you run If you run If you run If you just run from here I won’t look for you And when you’re through All you can do is make it easier So please don’t look for me Don’t try to see All this will be so much easier
7.
D.R.U.G. 03:24
Take you back to where it began Blue skies and a couple of cans Walk by with her new man as it pours down A face of thunder for all to see Sick and tired of the fallacies Is it pathetic or is it just me as it pours down? ‘Cause we were living in the best of times But we were living on the borderline of danger, romance, unavoidable girls And we were living for those summer days But we were living with a castaway, so danger romance, unavoidable girls Dude, R U Good? Next weekend sitting on the beach We got sun tans, cold hands, a cider in each One down but still the tide keeps flowing Yeah we were tanning out, hanging out and banging out the tunes We were kicking out and picking out the ones with the balloons Then 2 for 1 yeah nothing can be scarier We’ve got an unexpected item in the bagging area ‘Cause we were living in the best of times But we were living on the borderline of danger, romance, unavoidable girls And we were living for those summer days But we were living with a castaway, so danger romance, unavoidable girls One day, feel afflicted Two ways, you’re conflicted They say, they predicted In bed, unrestricted Half dead, self-inflicted They said, you’re addicted… ‘Cause we were living in the best of times But we were living on the borderline of danger, romance, unavoidable girls And we were living for those summer days But we were living with a castaway, so danger romance, unavoidable girls Dude, R U Good?
8.
I might only be a shadow on the wall but that would mean there’s light within your life, and if I cannot be that light then I will, keep you in the shade and protect you from the sun I hope that one day we might walk along the same old path, I won’t cling to the past but I only ever wanted it to last, last until the end, last until I’m gone But I’m still here I’m so set in my ways, I’ve not seen better days anywhere from here there’s no point even leaving here my dear, cause I’ve got the world right at my feet and even if it’s just a little piece, this piece of world is mine and I, can’t imagine being anywhere where I can’t smell the salty air, driving round the coast the wind right through my hair, you might be long gone, but the world will know I’m not Cause I’m still here

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This is the third album from Burning At Both Ends. The first album featuring Luke Corbin on drums. The album was recorded at Apocalypse Studios in Guernsey. Produced, mixed and mastered by Mikey Ferbrache.

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released January 8, 2021

Peter Mitchell - Vocals, Guitar. Martyn Brown - Guitar. Adam Dawe - Bass. Luke Corbin - Drums.

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Guernsey based noise makers. Est. 2015. New album 'Self Made Paradise' out 8th January 2021!

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